Things I want...

... and things I don't want. Spoke to my best friend last night, haven't heard of her for a couple of weeks. She's very very very happy with her man - they talk about moving together, kids, marriage, the lot. I loved it - I could hear it how happy she is.

She's asked me about A. If he's the man for me? I couldn't say. If he makes me happy. Not today I said, after all that happened during the day. I laughed it off but it got me thinking. I want to be with somebody there is a chance I'll have a future with. I wonder if I'm strong enough this time.